Message 46 October 28 2014

MESSAGE FROM THE FATHER TO ME on October 28th that He wanted me to share with you.

It's so good to talk to you. You have got a little more peace when it comes to your books now. You are not in so much of a rush to get them done. You are paying your mother back money that you owe her and that is a good thing. It is a good thing for you to relax and be at peace with the process of getting things done. It is good to see you being patient with these things. Patience is a very helpful thing to have.

Sometimes I will give you a vision of what I want to do through you, and it may take many years for that vision to come through and happen. In these times you will need to have patience. It is great to see patience being used  in your life.

You have had a visitor come and see you in the Spirit, a person that iis going to be an important part of your life. You have checked with four people who are prophetic to make sure that you are not being deceived. The last person you checked with said that she will reveal herself more to you and that you should stop checking with other people as that will only cause doubts to arise. I want you to know that We have sent her and she is good for you.

I am happy to see that you have gone and arranged to get personal healing with Jessica McKay. This will work very well for you and we will get a lot done for you in these sessions. I am so proud of you being obedient when we said you needed healing. You will be a new man. All that we don't want in you will be dealt with. You shall shine and be full of our glory and be un hindered by your past eventually.

We are so happy with you. There is so much we have for you. There is so much that we want to do through you. We need you to be whole and that is why we wanted you to seek healing. You are doing so well.

You are a little afraid of the pain that healing might bring up. That is okay to be afraid. But you can face it and go through it. It is time to go forward and not be weighed down by your past. The people you minister to will be so happy that you are free.

Message 45 October 20th 2014

MESSAGE FROM THE FATHER TO ME on October 20th that He wanted me to share with you.

Two days ago I said to rest, worship and read and I would supply the topic of your next book. You rested, worshipped and found a book to read with messages from Jesus and now you have found what to write on. You have enough scripture verses for six books of 60 days worth of postings in each. Do you see how I direct you and show you how to do things? I know all and it is good to follow Me because I am the One that has everything planned for you.

You have started well. You have done ten studies and posted six of them. People seem to like them and people have said for you to continue to post them each day. You were wound up last night and didn't think you would sleep  but my Holy Spirit led you to lay down anyway. You were able to sleep and now you are refreshed. You plan to to at least 3 studies per day and already you are in a good mood and ready to do this days studies. You are going to bless the people on Open Heavens that are reading them, but most of all you are going to bless the people that read them as a book. You have a great way of writing, so simple, so easy to read, and so relatable. People will love it.

It is so good to see you busy and with goals for your writing now. I like you being busy. Now you have so many to write, one for each day of the book with 365 readings, that it is too many to do in just a few days. You will now enter into a new habit doing a few each day. This will be your time with Me each day, ministering the Word and being washed by the Word each day as you try and come up with the words to say. I am really a smart God, to get you into the Bible with a plan and a purpose. I really like how  smart I have been in this.

You are not the first author to discover new new things as they write. You learned new things with new scriptures with your book Your Identity in Christ. You are going to be on a learning path as you write these 6 books. I going to have you all to Myself and each day, you will have readers on Open Heavens that will make comments and give you feedback to encourage you. You really have the best of both worlds. You are not writing in a cave. You are writing to a live audience and this should fill you with joy.

I like how I get to talk to you often in these messages. We kicked that depression to the curve for a while didn't we? People can tell when you are not depressed because you post so many posts. Ha ha. You are funny Matthew. Up and down like a Yo Yo. You are my Yo Yo though and one that I am very proud of. You are an inspiration to many that you don't even know. You are My mighty man, a  valiant man. Your words and writing has so much power. I am just so glad that you have a forum like Open Heavens to express and share what I give you to share.

You have a nice coffee. You are rested. You have the Holy Spirit with you. Your knee is not hurting too much. You have everything that you need to start to write. Who knows, you might like it so much that you will do more than 3 days readings like you did yesterday. if you keep 3 as a minimum then we can get you into a devotional habit. It is the habit that we are interested in. It is also good for Open Heavens to have a constant source of good writing and material to read.

I so enjoy speaking to you. I enjoy you getting ready and typing what I have to say. I enjoy the fact that people read these. I am a God that delights in friendship with My people and you are My friend Matthew. I like having  you as My friend. You listen to Me and do what I ask of you. I like that. I like it when people listen to Me and do what I say. It is not always like that. You can tell that by the state of the church.

Its time to go. Have a good day Matthew

Message 44 October 19 2014

MESSAGE FROM THE FATHER TO ME on October 19th that He wanted me to share with you.

You found the book, "Jesus talks to you" a devotional and it is filling you with My glory. You remember back to the time when Jesus met with you in the flesh and spoke and your mind was filled within one minute. This new book does this to you. The devotions from Jesus are just too profound to gloss over. You tried to read more than a months worth and you were caught short. It truly is rich manna for you.

There is so much comfort for you. Much that is being said is reminding you of what I have been saying to you. The words are just so rich that you can now only read a couple of days at a time. I laugh at you as you are so hungry but your mind explodes at the richness of what is being said. You went on a search for that book and you found it. Your spirit knew that it somehow existed. You were not disappointed in what you found. And just like Jesus speaks to you, you can't remember the words as they are so rich and flavoursome to your pallet.

You are being reminded in that book that you are my Jewel. You are being told that every circumstance and trial that you go through in life is cutting away facets so that you shine better. You are being immersed in wisdom. You have really found a real treasure for your heart.

I am a God that supplies your need. This morning I told you not to try and find what to write in a new book, but just to praise me and read. You went out to search on Amazon for this book and you soon found it and you were soon transfixed in a smorgasbord of what Jesus had to say. It is not often you find a book that you have to put down as your head is exploding but this is one of them. You are blown away and you are so happy you have something to feast on for a number of days and weeks.

My Son is so wise.He leads you by the still waters and refreshes your soul. He is bread and wine and refreshment for your soul. He knows your end from your beginning and He knows what is around the bend in your journey. He can see your whole life, as can I, and We together can direct you and lead you into your future. We care about every step you take.

If I had not told you to read today, you might not have gone off to hunt for that book. If I had not directed you to fill up with Me you might not have had the experience you have been having today. Yes I know what I am doing and before 24 hours are passed, simply obeying Me will bring so much comfort to you. You can read the book once, and then you can go back and re-read it and look up all the scriptures that are found in it. You have a lot of reading to do if you do it that way.

I want to be a living God too you. I want to be your Guide. I want to direct you. Just like I told you to increase the price of your books and you have done that. Just like I told you to go with your new publisher and you have done that. Just like I told you to have a rest and you have done that so far today. I want to lead you, I want to guide you, and I want to glorify My Name through you. I want people to know that you were inspired by Me when you do things. I want you to be very comfortable doing things My way. I want it to be second nature to you. I want to direct you with every step that you take. I want to control you and for you to be My bondservant.

I have so much for My people. I desire to speak to them. I desire to lead them and show them each step for them to take in life. I desire to partner with them and dialogue with them. I desire them to know Me like you are beginning to know Me. I desire them to know My voice and heed My directions.

Life won't be always easy. There will be storms on the seas of life. There will be turbulent times and struggles for people. But they can trust that We care and We make a way for them. They can be sure that same Jesus that stilled the storm can still tell storms to be quite. People can still walk on water. People can still live by faith. People can still do mighty exploits in the earth. I did not turn My power off in the first century church. I am still the same God that was with the church of Acts. I can still do mighty wonders and signs. I can still use people mightily. I can still use people to spread My Word and break down walls of opposition.

I am the same God that lets people be put into the fire and not be burned. I am still the same God that parts the Red Sea or the Jordan River. I am the God of Moses and the God of Elijah and I am looking for My leaders today. I am looking to part another sea. I am looking to raise the dead. I am looking to lead My people out of bondage from religion and its lies. I am looking for My leaders. I am ready to act. I am ready to write a new book of Acts for today. I am ready for the church to arise. I am ready to bring in the harvest. I am ready to add billions to my Son's bride. I Am ready, I Am ready, I Am ready!

Message 43 October 18 2014

2nd MESSAGE FROM THE FATHER TO ME on October 18th that He wanted me to share with you.

I have got so much for you. I have so much to share with you and to show you. There is so much insight that I have for you. You wonder what you are going to write for your next book. You have spent some time this morning wondering what you can write as your next book. I just want you to relax. I want you to know that I have everything planned. I have what you are going to say. I have the title of the book and I have the chapter titles but I want you to rest and spend some time with Me in worship and reading.

Sometimes you want movement. Sometimes you want to be doing something. And yet, sometimes I simply want you to rest and be assured that I love you and I have got you.. I am in control and I have everything that you need. I am your Source and all your books come from My heart. It is not a worry for you to stay connected to Me. You simply have to be yourself and you will be comfortable to rest in My arms. I have really got the next book for you to write and when I give it to you it will be as plain as day. You won't have to labour. It won't be an effort like the books you have tried to start, it will flow as easy of all your other books.

Don't you see that you are Mine? Don't you see that you are in My hands? Don't you see that your life is not your own? I am in control of you and all that you are to do. I have control. You have given Me control and I am pleased to have it. You can be sure that I will lead you and show you what has to be written. I will not forsake you. I will give you the book to write. I will let you know in an easy way. It will be easy. It won't be an effort or hard in any way. You can be at peace and relax.

This is how I am with everyone that it open to Me. I lead them day by day and week by week. I lead them decision by decision. Sometimes it is harder than other times. Sometimes you want to run ahead of Me with your eagerness. But running ahead of Me does not work and does not produce any lasting good. I am in control and this is how you will learn to be with Me. I will dominate and you will learn to walk by My side and do My bidding for Me.

So relax and listen to worship and read and let Me speak to you. Relax and wait for Me. For as sure as the sun comes up and sets in the West, so too I am sure to give you something to write on and that will be what I want you to write. You are Mine. You are My creation and you are My son and I will glorify Myself in you.

Love your Father

Message 42 October 18 2014

MESSAGE FROM THE FATHER TO ME on October 18th that He wanted me to share with you

You have had plenty of sleep. You have listened to a lot of worship music and I am in your house and you have a wonderful feeling of My presence and you just can't seem to get enough. Normally you would only do one post per day, but this is the second one in a number of hours. How exciting is it to know Me and have Me come and visit you!

Matthew speaks

It is great to have you with me. You are such a wonderful God. Your presence is just so nice. It is so great to have you presence all over me. It is great to have you visit me. I feel so privileged. You often come down when you came to speak to me. I feel that I am not worthy of this attention. I know though, through Jesus blood I have access to You. I know that Jesus purchased my right to know you and experience You. Still it still blows me away to see you in my kitchen as I type.

Father speaks:

I love you my son. Like a father would show his love to his son, so , I want to let you know that you are loved and special to Me. I want you to have some good days and come out of this depression that you have been in. I want to pull you out of it and let you shine. You are My joy as all My children are to Me

Some people read a book and fall in love with an author. The more that they read books from that author, the more they grow in love with the books. So too, the more you hear Me speak, the more you come to love what I have to say. It is so good that you don't fear Me no more.

There is a key. The lack of fear that you have now since your deliverance is a great thing. It is such a pleasure to speak to you and share My heart with you.

I want to speak to all My people simply like I speak to you. I want to lead all people like I lead you. Like I led you to the worship music that you are listening too now. A friend of you had your download it once and you didn't really listen to it but today My Holy Spirit had you try this new music and now it has you in the anointing and My presence. Now you are going to download all their albums on itunes. 

I know what works. I know what you need each day. I know what to have you experience each day for you to grow.  I know how to lead you. So too, I want to lead My people. So to I want to show My people the way to go each day. I want to be able to speak to My people and have them follow My lead. They aren't going to know  it is possible without books like this. The average person does not know that God can take an interest in every little thing in their life. Every aspect. Every little detail. Every decision. I want to lead My people through My voice and the Holy Spirit's voice. I want My people to know Me and hear Me and follow Me.

And I will lead them to lay down by still waters. And I will be their shepherd and feed them with My Word and My fresh revelations. I will saturate them with the Holy Spirit and I will refresh them and they will be My people. They will be my precious possession. They will be Mine. And in that day, I will make them My jewels. I will wear them in My crown. And they will become oaks of righteousness  and they will be called a planting of the Lord. And in that day I will make the Sun and the Moon fall on them and give them light. And Jesus My Son will be their friend and their lover.

I long for a people that will know My voice and follow Me and My directions. I long for a holy people following Me and letting Me lead them out into rich pasture. I will satisfy them. Their love won't be for the illusions of the world with its lusts, but they will seek Me and My will and they will eat of Me and be satisfied. They will be royalty by birth and by adoption and they will act like they are royalty. They will not be overcome by the world and the enemy of this world, but they will overcome by the blood of the Lamb and the power of their testimony.

Love your father

Message 41 October 18 2014

MESSAGE FROM THE FATHER TO ME on October 17th that He wanted me to share with you.

Matthew We in heaven fashioned you to be different. We helped you grow up and even though you had miss understanding and rejection, We were with your fashioning you character. We now have you where you are bold as a lion and yet at the same time gentle as a lamb. You are so Christ like that it is uncanny. You are exactly how we wanted you to be. You are bold and courageous  and you boldly go into new ground with all that you write and you say.

We want people to lives their lives in such a way that We can fashion them. Not every person who is a Christian is open to Our moulding and fashioning. But you have laid down your life and you have let us do surgery on your heart and your mind. You are so open to Our leading and your spirit is so willing to be led by the Holy Spirit. You listen to us and you do exactly what We tell you to do. For example we have told you to purchase 50 copies of your new memoir His Redeeming Love. We have a reason for this that you do not know yet. You could use the  $560 to pay off your mother for a loan she gave you, but we have directed you this way. That is just one example of your willingness to follow Us.

We know what is best for you. We know what is the way forward for you. We know exactly every person that is going to read and be touched by your book on your life. We know why we had you spend over a thousand dollars getting it edited and we know who is going to be moved by it. Life is not too complicated when you walk with Us. We know what steps you need to take to fulfil your destiny and We lead you to take them. Each step, each decision We give to you. I say We as not only does the Holy Spirit direct you, but also Jesus, Me and the saints. We all have a vested interest in you.

Life can be so simple when people can hear from Us and obey Us. What better way to live, than to live the way that We direct and plan for each person. It would be a great world if every Christian could hear Us and all walked according to Our directions. What a great country your country would be if all the people could hear Us and obeyed Us.

Can you imagine it? That is how the new world is going to be. That is how things are going to be on earth when Jesus reigns. Oh what a joy it will be when mankind live with the law of love for each other. You are going to see these days. You are going to witness this and in that day your heart will be glad.

But in the meantime it is good that you follow My leading and My direction for your life. I have great things is store for you. I have great plans for you. I have plans for you to lead people. I have plans for your to teach people. I have plans for you to effect people and lead them toward Me. Like Moses who came before you, I will have you lead My people out of bondage. I will have you show My people  a new thing and a new way of living. With your books, with your speaking engagements and with your videos, you will lead My people and feed My sheep. You will even gather the lost into My sheep fold.

And since you published His Redeeming Love with alll of your life laid out clearly without worry about what people may think of your sinful life, people will know that you speak the truth and that you are honest in what you say and do. People will be attracted to Me in you and you will make a great leader. Many people will love you and many people will support you and you will work with many people and as you grow in stature your influence will grow. And the more your influence grows the more effect you will have for the Kingdom. You will not seek a big name for the the glory of being known by many, you will not seek the limelight. You will remain humble and a servant to all. You will be a leader of leaders and you will show people in the world what a supernatural life is really all about. You will raise the bar and you will invite people to come and live the same life as you.

There are so many adventures that I have for you. There are so many things for you to turn your hand to. There is so much that I will have you do. You are going to be busy and your time and effort in this world will not be wasted, but invested the best way that it could possibly be. You are going to invest so much of your time and energy in things that We plan for you, that you reward in heaven will be great. As you already have seen a city in heaven built in your honour, you will see more and more over the years of what is waiting for you.

You are every dear to my heart. I have so much love to share with you. I have so much to tell you. I have such an exciting journey for you to take. Your life is going to be full of adventure. Your life won't be boring or wasted or miss directed. You will always have passion and purpose and hunger for the deeper things of Me. You will always be pursuing Me. You will always be pressing in for more and We willl always be giving you more and more do do. I will open heaven and pour out My love and revelation on you. I will walk with you in the cool of the afternoon and night and be with you like I was with Adam. You will be known as a friend of God's. People will be able to come to you with questions and when you are prepared for it by the Holy Spirit you will be able to answer any question.

And a company of mystics and prophets will arise, such that the world has never seen. And they will see and do mighty exploits in the world. And you  will be one of them. A new thing. A new company. And they will shock and awe the world. And they will walk in the heavenlies  and walk in an open heaven. They will commune with the saints and with Me and with all of heaven. And these people won't be just people with advanced faiths, but they will be practical and like Moses they will set the world free of tyranny. I will call them My mighty men and women. Just like David had his mighty men, this company of men will be My own Possession. They will be a holy people. They will follow the Lamb wherever He goes and they will shine like stars in the universe. They will water my people. They will bring fresh manna to My people. And through them My Glory will be known through the earth and as My Glory spreads so will this company will grow.

I will speak and demonstrate my power through this company of prophets and mystics. In My power they will heal, with My power they will make money manifest out of thin air and the sick of the rich will come to them to be healed. I will show off with these men and women and show the world that I am still alive and living and that I care for them. I will manifest all sorts  of miracles through them. If a person has a need that approaches them, the need will be addressed. They will have the keys to my storehouses in heaven. They will have intimacy with Me and I will do their bidding. I will give them power over nature. I will cause them to stop hurricanes and tornadoes and earth quakes and even floods. Nature will know these Holy Ones of mine and they will stand as My representatives in the earth.

These men and woman are spoken about as the 144,000 in Revelation and will come from every tribe and tongue. They will be pure, holy and righteous. They will represent Me to the leaders and flocks of the world and they will go out with joy and teach others how too be like them. They will have My peace and My joy and My presence. They will till the soil and they will bring in a harvest. They will be all over the world and in every city and there will be a lot more than 144,000. They will do mighty things for Me and glorify My name. I will be exalted and lifted up by them before the whole world. They will never do works of their own, but they will march to by orders and my beat. When people come to them with a need, they will address the need supernaturally and once again people will come to know that I am a God that is powerful and I reign in heaven above.


Heaven will come to earth and manifest itself though this company of mystics. They will walk with Me and be with Me. I will show off to the world and they will teach all who are open to walk like them. There will be no elitism. They will not consider themselves better than others, but just know that they are more in tune with Me and just like a teacher of music they will teach others how to tune their bodies to be receptors of heavens music.

Good day Matthew Robert Payne

Message 40 October 17 2014

MESSAGE FROM THE FATHER TO ME on October 17th that He wanted me to share with you.

My friend you are a bit flat and almost depressed. It has been lingering. Once again you are getting attacked around a book release and Satan is trying to wear you down but that does not stop Us talking to you. Last might you spent time listening to your interview with Paul and Talitha. You could see that they were speaking through you and you weren't making it up yourself. You could watch yourself as Paul spoke though you and you were transfixed hanging on every word.

You have 15 interviews now, enough for the second book to be full. It seems like that there is not going to be an end to the saints that we choose for Jewelie Meredith to prepare questions for. You both are doing a wonderful job and Heaven is very happy with you. Each of the questions are Spirit led and even though you get nervous at times the answers the saints give through you are Spirit led. You are accomplishing My will on earth and you are opening up the Bible more and more for people. You are not adding to the Bible and what the Bible says but you are adding good context and understanding of the saints lives. I am so proud of you both.

Of course you are getting attacked for this great work also. This work is going to build faith in many people and many people that read book 1 will go on to read book 2 and book 3 and so on. People are going to like these books and soon your name will be known as a prophet and mystic. I am once again saying how proud I am for you doing this for us.

You found out in the interview with Paul that you were not our first choice with this assignment but you are the first one that took this and ran with it. Now you are well on your way. You and Jewelie are a good team. And Amanda J. Evans is also a great member of the team commenting on the interviews and adding her insight. I am so happy with you.

It is so good to be part of your life Matthew. I am so happy with your taking the time to type out my messages to you. I am so happy that you obey Me and record these. People will be happy to read them in a book one day. People are happy to read them now and know that I talk to you often. I am a God that wants to be around and there for My people. I am a God that wants to help and a God that wants to be heard by My people. The fact that I can direct you and speak to you about every little thing about your life is testimony to the fact that I am a living God.

Message 39 October 10th 2014 Talitha, Mary Father

MESSAGE FROM THE FATHER TO ME on October 10th that He wanted me to share with you.

Its your second night up and now you are flowing in a touch of mania and you are feeling really really good. You saw a great movie today that had you crying. You just opened up conversation between King David and your friend Michelle. You are in good spirits.

i love it when you are high on Me and My Spirit. You have had a very productive day. So much has been done. You have ordered your book and set the publishing in order. You have arranged for an animated 60 second video for Open Heavens. You are in a great mood.

I get so happy when you are happy. I get so excited when you are happy. Mary Magdalene has come down to your apartment to hang with you tonight. She wants to be around the happy Matthew. It is so sad when you are depressed and flat. Some people think it is a Demon and your depression can be cast out of you. These people desert you when their deliverances don't work on you and they can't heal you. But no matter what happens we are with you.

Even on your depressed and flat days the Holy Spirit still moves in and through you. We will never leave you or forsake you. You have friends here on Open Heavens. People that love you and believe in you and love hearing Me talk to you. You are growing each week and month with more people that love you and who will stand up for you.

Heaven loves you Matthew. Heaven would love you to be dead and with them. Honestly they would love for you to come and be with them from this day on, but they all understand that you have a greater purpose down here than you have up there.

If you were shot, you would be resurrected because the world needs you and you are starting to come to grips with that now. You know that your Interviews with the great cloud of witnesses are so important to the world. We have a good work for you and Jewelie Meredith to do. You need to pray for her as we will listen to you. We have so many saints for her to ask questions of. Forgive yourself for your weaknesses and move on.

Heaven loves you and they just like to come down to see you. Yes Talitha your sister is here with Mary. Mary and Talitha are good friends. Besties!

Matthew says:

What have you you got to say to me Talitha? ( my mothers miss carriage)

Talitha

Your two movies up here are so good Matthew. I have watched both the movies you created and they are awesome. The whole of heaven loves them. They are exceptional.

I want you to know, and yes I am am crying. I want you to know that I am so proud of you. You counted all the books that you have in the works and when they are all done you will have 11 books. How many people have 11 published books?

You saw the bookcase in heaven and saw 50 in there. They were not all your books that you will write. But that was just told to you so you would not panic.

You make me so proud of you. You are so bold. You have so much authority. You have no worries spending $250 out of $500 of your pay on Kingdom things in one day. You only thought is to how much money you will need to eat in the next ten days and when you work that out you start to spend. Today you spent $250 without one thought.

Some people would pass out if God  told them to put $250 into an offering at church and just out of one $500 pay. But you do it with excitement. $160 on a book. $39 on an audio book and $50 on a video for Open heavens.

You are a machine and you are taking territory. You are a powerhouse and you are getting better and better. Your book on your life is going to shake the foundations of hells gates. You are going to touch so many people over the years with that book. You are so brutally honest and transparent.

You get beaten up by the enemy and hurt in ways that really hurt and you get up, dust yourself off and right back at him you invest $250 to kick his butt and do eternal damage to his kingdom with your book.


Matthew speaks


You words touch me sis. I wish you could go into one of my friends and I could hug you, like Mary went into that girl one time and hugged me. Perhaps I might ask Deb Woon if she would let you come into her so I could hug you. I think she would do that for me. I think that I would cry like  l am crying now. I wish you could tell my real sister Carmen who is on earth, who I am. I wish that people would understand me like you know me.

I am so overcome with emotion. I pray I can hug you one day whilst I am on earth.


Father thank you for my sister and Mary.

Father speaks:

Mary wants to say something to you now.

Matthew speaks:

Okay


Mary speaks

In the first film in Heaven The Fallen Ones that you wrote, you play an ex alcoholic surfer who falls in love with a prostitute and gives her a reason to leave drugs and prostitution behind. In that film we Marry in the end of it as I play the prostitute.

In your second film The Chosen Ones,  you marry an actress and she plays the role of the prostitute in a film you direct called The Fallen Ones. I play your wife and after The Fallen Ones wins eight Academy awards you travel the world preaching Jesus as the answer.

Now in heaven we have made both those films and you have directed both of them and we have done all this while you sleep on earth. One day on earth, in the new kingdom, the world is going to see those two films and in that day, you will be sought after for scripts and to direct films.

We have been destined to be very close. I have told you before when we have walked together on earth and spoken that you remind me of Jesus when I met him. I don't say that lightly. And you type it as an obedient son that you are.

The world is going to know through you and me that saints can walk and talk to people on earth. The world is going to know that people on earth can have a better relationship with saints from heaven then any of their current friends on earth. People are going to know that people in heaven can mentor people on earth. People are going to have their eyes opened up by you Matthew.

You are my husband twice in fiction and I have to say that you are not overweight as much in these films. The people of heaven see you as their own Hollywood star. But you are more than that to them. They see you suffer, they see you cry, they see you struggle with attacks, they see you sin and they see you conquer and rule and reign. They see you worship and they listen to what you say to Jesus and God and all of us.

Oh the world does not know you yet. But one day they will know who you are. The people of God still don't know who Peter the apostle is and he is in their Bible. You will have your time in the light.

Be strong my brother. Take your time and seek God and the Holy Spirit. Your time is soon coming.

Love your screen wife!!


Matthew speaks

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I am closing it of here. Thank you Mary for those words. I am glad I have them recorded in my blog and soon to be book.

Message 38 October 9 2014

MESSAGE FROM THE FATHER TO ME on October 9th that He wanted me to share with you.

It has been 9 days since you sat down and let me speak to you and your readers Matthew and it should not have taken that long. But we have a ways to go. One day you will know that all your sin was dealt with on the cross and that you don't need to run away from Me when you sin.

Yes My Holy Spirit has been directing you, and yes Jesus and I have been speaking to you, but don't you know that your readers like to hear Me speak also? I am laughing Matthew. I am not condemning you but there are readers who actually miss these posts and I want you to get back to them and share me with them.

I know its just not your sin, but you have been flat for about a week now. Not quite serious depression but flat and not at all any way like mania. You love the mania don't you Matthew? You can write a book in three sittings when you are flowing in mania. A very good book in three sittings! I am laughing again.

So you fell back into porn after 22 weeks of being free. What a fall!. You thought that you had conquered that one and yet just when you were confident Satan got you again. Boy you are an overcomer and a fighter Matthew. The glory is all over you Mate!

Do you remember that day last week when people were looking at you strangely? You knew the glory was on you that day! People were seeing your skin shine and were attracted to you. Not too many, but enough for you to know that you were shining.

You are my overcomer. You went a while without interviewing a saint also. That put you in a bit of a downer. You love to meet My saints and listen to their revelations that they bring to earth through you.

You are just my average guy that I am going to do the impossible with. You are my forerunner with the breaker anointing. You are my writer, my apostle, my prophet, my teacher, my pastor, my evangelist,. You are my healer, my signs and wonders worker and interviewer of the saints of heaven.

Do you know how proud I am of you? Adam Garcia really blessed you today and said that your life was like a good movie. Perhaps we will make your life into a movie one day. You are happy you have your life story on the way to the publisher today. It should not be too long and you will have your new book out and kindle book and audio book. Then people who want to get to know you in a deeper way will be able to read, or listen to your story.

People like Petra Susan Koch and Vera Ellen M who like to listen while they do other things will be able to get the audio book and listen. That book has got you so happy. You are going to do great exploits with that book in years to come. One day many people will read it. And it won't need to be changed because that is the true story. You will just add to it in five years or so.

I am so happy with you. I am so happy for you. I long to see you happy and alive and not sad and flat. It was good to talk to you today. Keep smiling!