Message 3 July 14 2014

MESSAGE FROM THE FATHER TO ME  14th of July that He wants me to share with you

Well it has been a couple of days with worry since we have had a great talk. Life, you can see can have issues and trials in it. No matter how far you go in life, there will still be struggles and trials too get through. It takes time, sometimes to get your peace and for you to be settled again. It's good to see you are now settled.

I want you to know, no matter what is going on for you that I am here for you. I want you too draw closer to Me when you are stressed, rather than backing away from Me. Many people draw away from Me in times of trials instead of drawing closer to Me. You are special to Me, and no matter what you go through, I am always here for you and will always talk to you.

So often you draw away from Me and solve things on your own, when I want to be the One that you draw closer to and ask how to get through a situation. With this situation with your computer breaking down, it was My Holy Spirit that led you to take the course of action that you did and get a loan from your mother. I am still building patience into you. In the future you will need more patience than you do now and so I will continue to put things before you to develop that patience in you.

You are quite patient at the moment, but you need to increase in patience and so I will be using situations to get you to the level that I require you to be. That is what I do through trials and tribulations. I use these things to develop your faith and fruit. I am a pretty smart God and I know how to use things to work great things in your life.

Suffering in life can be hard, but there are always lessons in everything that you suffer. You have learned quite a lot through your suffering. You have become a nicer person. You have become more loving and compassionate.  You have become more understanding of others who are going through hard times. All your life in addiction taught you to have mercy on others who are trapped in that way of life.

You really please Me the way that you love the brokenhearted. The way that you treat heroin addicts and people who are homeless and who are down and out in society brings a smile to My face. I wish that every person would stop and talk to My homeless ones. I wish everyone had mercy and love in their hearts for those that are not doing so well. You see that six months that you were homeless really changed your outlook in life.

When I told you to stay at that homeless hostel that time you did not understand My reasoning. You wanted to be out of that environment   as soon as you could and I told you to stay. Today you have such a great heart for My homeless ones. Today you speak about them in nearly every book that you write. You heart aches for them. And yet if you hadn't stayed at that hostel for as long as you did, you would have never understood them nor loved them as much as you do these days.

Life experience is a good thing. From being abused as a child, you understand those that have been abused. From having an angry father you know what it is to view Me as an angry God. From being mentally ill  for 20 years you understand those who suffer with mental illness. From being lonely you know what it is to be lonely. From being addicted for so many years, you know how people who are addicted to feel. So much of your understanding can't you see comes as a result of suffering. From your life experience I can use you to reach so many people that you might not have had a message that resonated so much  with if you didn't suffer.

You are precious to Me. You have so many books in you. You have so much to do for Me. You are going to touch so many people. I have so much for you. I hope Me talk with you today gives you a new light on the way that you suffer. As you pastor Robbin told you that you needed to learn how to suffer well. I love you so much my friend Matthew.  

Bye Matthew

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